New on here xx
Hi everyone...just joined this I've suffered depression over 15yrs on new off..been on tablets which sometime help...was doing so good at even after losing my mum to cancer 2yrs ago..why her not me was the first time question I asked she wanted to be here...anyway was doing okay last yr then found out pregnant which was like a gift from my,mum 2nd chance to grab life by the horns...everything was good tillll few wks ago then I hit meltdown oanickinin about money work the usual...over the years I gt into mega debt during my depressed time luckily my dad is going to help me back on feet again...I would rather have no money just enuf to survive....feel so low and feel that everyone talking behind my back and trying to get me..hardly want to leave the house the now..hope tomorrow will be a better day xx